The garbage can.

Most of the time the subconscious is playing a big part; something is used to get something else along the line. For example you go out for something and with or without the something another thing appears what you specificly need. There is for example something I heard more often; they call it 'the library angel'; you wander around and you just take a book what is just there because you are at that spot to take a peek at that very nice lady or guy who was sitting there. And to your surprise you catch just a page with a part on it that one way or the other gives you the impulse to the very right idea what you needed at that time, or the information you want. So also bump to the very right person on the street. Seeing hearing meeting things what fits remarkable in what you are busy with! On some occasions though, I had a very conscious awareness to specificly go out for something. I wanted a niche to put two statues in, of a Biblical situation. So, just like that, in the evening, I had the feeling to get out and go for the niche just like that! Crazy or not crazy, I am going I thought by myself. So I went on the bicycle over the bridge next to my house and moved on in a few streets and thought by myself "No it is not here". So I took the second bridge back and went to a moat, drove beside the moat and had the feeling to go over the bridge, at the same time thinking about the crazy rubbish I was doing. Well I went over that bridge there and moved into a street "Yeah yeah, here it is" was my idea, and the next moment thinking that I need a straitjacket; "It is only an Amsterdammertje" (pole to prevent cars parking on the stoop). So me going on and at the end of the street the feeling became too much and still I didn't give in, but HAD to stop and walked back and guess what was there ............. a niche you cannot possibly find in a shop, standing with the garbage can!!!!!!! You imagine getting CLOSER and CLOSER and then you recognize it!! ME GOING HOME WITH A VERY  DEEP FEELING OF DEEP UNDERSTANDING. AND A FEW MOMENTS LATER; HOW CAN I PUT A THING LIKE THIS TO THE BENEFIT OF OTHER PEOPLE (in the sense of the meaning of this) and feeling sad despite the gladness, I bicycled home with the niche under my arm...                                                                                                                                                                .                                                                                                                                                                         

Check out the  original Bible-New Testament to get the picture of Jesus.

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